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An Open Letter to God

By Clark Goble | October 7, 2011

Hello God … it’s me, Clark.

I’ve screwed up again. I know You’ve got to be tired of hearing this crap over and over again, but I can never seem to get it right. Every time I take two steps closer to Your embrace I stumble and fall away. I’m afraid though that this time is different. I didn’t just get my usual scraped up knees and bloody nose. I have serious internal injuries. The brunt of the damage seems to have been taken by my heart. My passion, drive, and even faith have all suffered. I’ve had one of those earth-shattering moments. You know the kind. I feel like I may never be myself again.

Maybe that’s a good thing. I’ve never really been too fond of myself. I’ve always liked it better when I managed to resemble Your Son just a little bit. More of Him and less of me, I suppose.

I guess what I’m really writing to tell You is that I’m weary. I’m tired of making stupid decisions and then blaming You for the lackluster results. I no longer have earthly desires. They’re too fleeting; too easy to lose. I just want you. It’s weird. I’m a grown man and all I want is for my Father to lift me up into His arms and hold me. I want You to tell me it’s all going to be okay; that You’re going to protect me from myself from this moment on.

I want an army of angels.

I want to understand Your Word with the clarity that has too often evaded me.

I want the Holy Spirit to zap me like lightning.

I want Your Son in His glorified flesh to sweep down from the Heavens and establish His Kingdom.

I’m sorry God, but I want it now. I know things work in Your time and according to Your will, but I’m afraid that if You don’t move soon I may destroy things down here beyond repair.

Please Lord consider my request.

Thanks,
Clark

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New Home for the Breakfast Serial

By Clark Goble | April 24, 2011

For those of you who have been following the Breakfast Serial, I am happy to announce that there is a new home that weekly fiction work. Breakfast Serial can now be found at http://thebreakfastserial.wordpress.com/ 

Breakfast Serial is a weekly Christian horror/suspense story that is being written myself and Todd French in weekly installments. If you haven’t checked it out, now is a good time – we’re only six installments in. It’s a whole bunch of fun and a great way to get your Saturday’s started!

Clark

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Breakfast Serial Episode 5: The Choice

By Clark Goble | April 16, 2011

Sam’s vision was blurred when he opened his eyes for the first time following his altercation with the beasts. The old man that had pulled him from the current of the Fox was only a few feet away; he appeared to be putting the finishing touches on a camp fire. Somehow, the old man had managed to drag Sam’s lifeless body underneath the shelter of the bridge. A steady rain had begun to fall creating a constant hum as water bounced off the branches of the trees that lined the banks of the creek.

It would have been quite beautiful on any other day.

“What were they?”

The old man looked up from his fire with more than a little surprise that Sam had wakened, “Bansheers son. They are called Bansheers.”

“Why …” Sam paused as he realized there were too many ways to finish his question. He wasn’t sure where to start.

“They are lesser demons my friend; pawns of creatures far more dangerous. Bansheers seek to end your physical life – their masters seek to end your spiritual life.”

Sam attempted to sit up before realizing there was a deep pain within his side that nearly made it impossible. With a moan, he managed to pull himself up aside a tree stump.

“That wound will hurt for awhile son. We’re going to have to guard against infection. My wife makes a salve that should help. I’ll take you to her as soon as you’re up for a little walk.”

Sam opened up his shirt to inspect his injury. The old man had packed what was no doubt a deep wound with gauze and wrapped him in a bandage. It was crude first-aid at best but it had seemed to stop the bleeding. His torso was on fire as if he had been injected with some kind of poison. Sam was torn between seeking medical attention, psychiatric help, and asking the old man more questions.

“Be of sober spirit, be on the alert. Your adversary, the devil, prowls around like a roaring lion. Seeking someone to devour.” The old man seemed to sense Sam’s desire to learn more, “Are you familiar with that Scripture son?”

Sam nodded, “First Peter, chapter five.”

“Good.” The old man nodded, “It’s not meant to be taken figuratively son. The enemy wants to literally devour us. Bansheers are harbingers if you will … harbingers of a great battle that is sure to take place here. They feed off of our sin. They’re attracted to it like moths to a flame. They always gather near a water source and they find great joy when a man …”

Sam’s eyes locked with the old man’s, “When a man what?”

“When a man takes his own life,” the old man continued, “When a man takes it upon himself to end the life that Jesus Christ Himself died for, the strength of the bansheer is bolstered. It makes them more aggressive … makes them forget that theirs is a battle that is already lost.”

The old man’s words were followed by an awkward silence. Sam had not revealed the thoughts that had permeated his mind as he stood on the bridge, yet the old man seemed to know. Everything that had happened since Sam left his house was as if he was living in a dream. The bansheers, the old man, spiritual warfare … it was like being stuck in a nightmare. Rather than losing his life on that bridge, he had descended into some kind of freakish lunacy.

Sam briefly entertained the notion that he had died on that bridge – and he was currently experiencing hell.

“Young man …” the bearded one interrupted Sam’s thoughts, “bansheers never appear by accident and their arrival always signifies the beginning of something foul. My name is Jeb and I’ve devoted my life to fighting this battle … but I’ll need help. I don’t know what led you to that bridge, but I do not believe we are both here by accident.”

“What is it we need to do?”

“We need to get you to my wife so she can tend to that wound. Then we need to gather what saints are left in Simonton. We’re in for a long battle. Are you with me?”

Sam looked away from the old man and stared out into the woods that lined Fox Creek. Mere hours ago he had contemplated taking his own life; now he was being asked to join a battle for the souls of Simonton, Ohio. There was a sweet irony in it all that was lost in the moment. Sam was being asked to believe in the unbelievable. Demons, spiritual warfare, saints … it all sounded like something from William Peter Blatty’s nightmares. Sam had seen the bansheers with his own eyes. Their claws had spilled his own blood; yet he still found it all hard to believe. There was no way others would join in this fight.

“Are you with me?” There was urgency in Jeb’s voice, “Will you join me in this battle?”

Sam’s choice was clear. Ignore everything he had witnessed today or sell out entirely to help the old man.

There was no middle ground.

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Breakfast Serial Episode 3: An Overdue Prayer

By Clark Goble | April 2, 2011

The pain in Sam’s shoulder threatened his consciousness as he dug his left foot into the mud. Timing was everything. Just before the beast descended upon him, Sam pushed off and rolled his damaged body into the swelled current of the Fox. Like just another tree limb, he smacked off a rock and drifted towards the middle of the creek.

Gulping for air, Sam managed to turn his face upward and struggled to look back at the bank. The beast that had threatened his life stood grinning at the edge of the water. It offered no pursuit; rather, it simply stood there with its eyes locked on his location.

It was then Sam realized it wasn’t alone.

The iron grip of another beast locked onto him from underneath the water. There was no time to gasp for air before being pulled under. Sam could feel his lungs swelling as he gulped in water. At the same time, pain ripped into his right side as the creature sunk in its claws.

Sam found himself flailing helplessly against the strength of the beast. It was ironic – just moments before, Sam was contemplating taking his own life; now, he was fighting desperately to preserve it.

Against his will, the beast rolled Sam over until they were face to face. The creature’s face was odd; devoid of humanity yet familiar. It was almost as if he should know what the beast was and why it was after him. Its eyes were locked on his and its mouth curved upward in a grin that revealed its dagger-like teeth.

Sam could feel the life draining from his body. His arms and legs were growing numb and his mind was clouding over. It was becoming evident that the beast had no intentions of letting him go. He was going to die under the surface of Fox Creek. As his thoughts became less coherent and more random, his mind was bombarded with images of his Sarah. He would die knowing that his last words to her had been spoken in anger.

It’s your fault we’re here … and we’re killing Sarah next.

The voice temporarily stalled Sam’s descent into unconsciousness. With renewed vigor he began to struggle against the beast. His desperation to save Sarah from imminent death seemed to outweigh his own pain. He had been a terrible husband – a selfish liar who had always sought his own pleasure above his wife’s, but he loved her. He couldn’t let them have her.

With his last vestige of strength, Sam closed his eyes and prayed. It was a short prayer; a prayer that should have been prayed a thousand times over the last few months. It was an honest prayer that lacked imagination and affectation.

Sam simply prayed, “Help me Jesus.”

The impact of Sam’s prayer was nearly instantaneous. He was suddenly released from the grip of the creature’s claws as the beast seemed to flee to the far side of the creek. It moved effortlessly against the tide of the creek as Sam struggled to once again get his head above water.

“Grab the branch!”

Sam struggled to find the source of the voice as he simultaneously attempted to cough up water and breathe in fresh air at the same time. It was when he was nearly struck in the face by an extended tree branch that he was able to locate his rescuer on the bank of the creek. An older, white-haired man was standing just at the water’s edge. He was dressed in an old, ripped pair of blue jeans and a stained hooded jacket. His most striking feature was the long, white beard that was flowing in the wind. Even in his disabled state Sam observed that the old man looked like a cross between Merlin the Wizard and a drunken bum.

“Grab the branch before you drown!”

Once again the old man thrust the branch forward. The time, Sam was able to grab hold of it with his one good arm. With relative ease the old man was then able to pull him to the safety of the bank. It was there that Sam continued to cough and wheeze; it took several minutes for his breathing to return to normal. As he regained his senses, Sam suddenly remembered the creatures. With a start, he sat up and began looking for them.

“The bansheers are gone young one. They’ve fled.”

“You could see them?” Sam had been hoping that the creatures were simply a product of his own imagination, “You know what they are?”

“I do young one.” The old man was clutching a leather bag to his chest, “They’re why I’m here.”

There was so much more Sam wanted to ask of the old man, but the pain in his side and shoulder seemed to flare up in protest. The stress of the moment was suddenly overwhelming. He could feel a cold sweat beginning to spread across his forehead when he suddenly became dizzy and lost consciousness.

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Breakfast Serial Episose 2: The Fall

By Todd French | March 26, 2011

Falling

The next sensation to grasp Sam was the acute vertigo of falling.  It was a mix somewhere between a graceless tumble and a gravity infused impact.

Sam came to a sudden and sharp stop after the short fall face first in the muck and mire of the banks of the swollen Fox creek.  The impact was as painful as it was disorienting.  Stopping a full grown human frame with one’s face can never be anything less.

It took a few seconds for awareness to return to him.  In those scant few seconds he noticed the area under the bridge was a mix of mud and muck strewn with a solid layer of the detritus and debris of human existence.  It was awash with a thick black brackish water that contained an odd smelling mixture of nature’s fecundity combined with an over powering stench somewhere south of a rotting corpse.

Look up here

The voice he had heard earlier returned to the center of Sam’s brain.  Unsure where ‘here’ really meant he hoped that gingerly rolling over to protect his wounded shoulder and looking up would suffice.  It was at this point that he gasped in shocked horror as he gazed upon the creature in all its glory.

The best was as dark as an unlit cave at night.  All its features fused with the hue of obsidian.  It was covered with something that was somewhere between dirty matted hair and a dense coat of black fur.  As it hung effortlessly off the side of the bridge, Sam realized this creature couldn’t be anything near naturally occurring.

It possessed a seven foot frame that was massively built and thickly muscled.  Its arms and legs looked almost identical so much so that it was hard to tell its arms from its legs and its hands from its feet.  Each appendage was apportioned with a group of six inch razor-like claws.  Which Sam took as great news, sarcasm intended.

Sam did however suppose the face was the worst of it.  It had the features of a large ape crossed with a greater reptile.  And it was crushed together into a leering grin that exposed a mouth full of sharp and absolutely pointed teeth. The total effect came off somewhere between something out of one of Sam’s alcohol fueled night terrors and a painting of a demented clown.

Knowing that anything from this point on was all bad with this thing, Sam considered his options.  The creature could have killed him outright at any point.  It occupied an elevated position over him, and could come crashing down on him at any moment it chose.  He was alive either purely out of the graces of whatever this thing was or because it was a bit like a cat in that it wanted to play with its prey for a bit before the kill.

And then it nodded.  And the nod explained everything he had just thought was absolutely right.  Somehow the creature was able to read Sam’s thoughts and speak into his brain, add that to all of its other abilities and this behemoth was nigh on unbeatable.

Sam’s options were very thin.  He was too far from any viable cover under the bridge, and wasn’t sure what ‘viable’ cover really meant in the face of this thing.  He tensed up preparing to make some move.  And that action broke the stalemate.  It launched itself into the air, noiselessly, silently, and gracefully.  For all its ugliness, there was a certain beauty to how it moved.  It made the movements look easy, and without any effort.

Staring at the beast as it fell at him claws extended, Sam made the only choice that made any sense, the only rational choice one could make facing something like this.  He only hoped that it was the right one.

Read Part 1 – The Bridge

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